i feel very moody in tis 2 day...

not really happy n feel lonely...

many things happen on me...

start feel no fren beside me...

they plan birthday oso dint invite me...

but when they nid me,

they will find me automaticly...

especially when the time wan movie...

they treat me like a must to supply them mv...

mayb i think too much...

but...

some still the same...

i stay in a life without roomate...

her maid still same...

treat her as a boss...

everytime when she reach hostel..

her maid will receive her from car n help her carry things...

i really cannot c them...haiz...

after she reunion wif her best fren...

she start to dissapear frm my rm...

im again alone here...

yestd atted to AIMC dinner....

i feel that i m not 1 of them anymore...

i no more close to them...

seriously...

this time i juz accompany sy...

and meet some old fens-sophia

this 2 day...

i cant speak out wat i suffer...

yestd...

i kiam kiam accident...

but luckily i can pass it...

juz due to the ppl suddenly turn it....

today drive motor oso same...

but is my fault...

i think smtg n kiam kiam accident when it is corner...

luckily every things is fine...

i really nid to learn independent...

i dunwan depend others d...

i wan to ready for everything...

after 5 year graduate...

i will leave here quitely,,,

to a place that nobody noe me...

n do bec myself....

TENSION!!!!!!!!

TENSION to u....

TENSION to roomate...

TENSION to everything....

Am i happy in this Vacation Leave???

my answer is NO!

i agree that the 1st 3 day i might feel happy...

but then...

i think i have waste the leave...

is ntg different between staying hostel n home...

in this week...

3day i go out eat...

3day eat mum's cook...

2day eat maggi only + my 失败成果cheese cake...

haiz...

during leave, i go pasar...

n accompany by laptop...

summore i in a very troublesome case of college...

feel very annoyed...frustrated...

thats my leave..

moody n moodless leave

moody

i really suffer here....

every day alone...

same shif wif her, oso alone...

tis room is juz a room for her to slp n bath...

even she take things, also ask her maid to take...

can she respect me...

im also a human...

im nt invisible...

haiz...really very get hurt...

i been try...

n try hard n hard...

i totally fed up to her...

i d try my best...

but cant get tis relationship bec...

i really envy her got her own gang...

nw she win...

she saw her roomate alone...

she also tak kisah...

becos....i juz not her gang...

juz a human who juz share room with her...

tis is hw selfish is she...

i juz hope tis 3 years will pass very pass...

hope everyone will know her more....

n know hw she look like...

i really fed up d....

this group of fren cenot join pun nvm la...

all join her becos of her benefit...

POLAROID POGO INSTANT DIGITAL PRINTER CAMERA CZA-05300B

i wish to have tis camera... :-(

but it is not in malaysia koh...

so...juz wait la...

n nw... i plan to buy tis la...haha

hope it is worthy to buy...

hopes is gone

last time feel tat there is the real place for me....

but nw...

i feel tat....im oso ntg to there...

i think i nt important in anywhere....

quite sad...

nw i believe...

DADDY...MUMMY....I ALWAYS IS YOURS!!!

friends...

Problems cum again

Friend...friend...friend...

wat is friend???

i really nid some true friend in tis college...

roomate is roomate...

i think she never be my best best friend....

this room is only the place for her to slp n rest...

is very obvious that she dunwan to bec to room...

n i already use to it...

is ntg related to me if she is not in room...

she nid not to get my permission to do things...

where can i find my true friend...

n nw i plan to cont' help in GB activities...

becos thats the place i find many fun n

i feel the feeling of friendship....

n the best friend i left not much...

but most of them is from gb...

seow yan - the best friend that i ever meet...

she is the friend that i can share my everything to her...

talk secret about wif her....hanging around wif her...

hooi ling- is the sweetest friend that i meet before...

she very caring to everyone...especially me!!

her smile will make feel relax n relieve stress :-P

I admit...GB is nothing special in it....

but she is the place i made many friends...

ZEmiss really talk the truth...

i totally agree to him...

i ald spend my whole teenager life in GB...

although i hav some lie in the GB...

n nw...i try nt to care to the lie....

juz forget it...

nw im new...

i trying to change...

Friend...

is really somethings importants in my life...

it is different with boyfriend.....

for me...boyfriend is never the first for me...

wat i need is FRIENDSHIP....

everyone in this college is fake...

wat they talk is fake...

make me feel tat i oso a very fake person...

i must think positively...

nw...i shud concentrate in study...

when they come to join me...

i juz join...if not...forget abt it....

TEH JACKIE!!! U R NOTHInG€S FOR ME!!!!