realistic...

the world is realistic...

the ppl is realistic...

everything is realistic...

everyone is changed...

my previous best colleague oso change...

nw they dun like to talk to us...

dun like to answer us...

lazy to give us respond...

lazy to making joke with us...

is it becos our room distance is very far...

is it our result is worse than u all...

is it u all very hate us...

nwaday...

our word is getting less...

tat day...

i feel sad when u dun wan to answer my question...

n u pretend that u nv listen my question...

our frenship is break...

this is the different world...

this is a realistic world....

fren is no forever...

i think this feeling no one will understand...

stress n tension...

whether this is a correct choice that i choose for my future??

will i feel more suffer after choose this occupation...

sometime feel that tis job is meaningful...

becos we can help those who are unable...

this is oso my ambition...

but ...

nw i feel regret...

i feel suffer when training...

feel wan to give up...

feel very stress n tension....

insomnia almost everynite...

the way to go is really difficult...

the future way is more n more difficult...

whether tis is the best choice for me....???

finish Sem 1...

today my terminal exam finish...

the day is going so fast...

the 1st day i cum since like only yestd...

nw i only wait for my clinical practice nia..

today is communication...

is my poor subject...

i had been fail for last time...

n tis time i really lost confidence d...

becos wat is cuming out is my 缺点

i hate hafal things...

n i try very best to hafal it...

i hafal in room many times can rmb...

bt when i go in to exam room...

my brain blank...everythings finish...

i cenot memorise anythings...

haiz...

i really scare i need to retest...

i nt dare to share wif my roomate...

i nt dare to share wif my fren...

they sure dun my believe me...

yestd smtg happen to my fren..

n wan to dun wan to be fren with me n my roomate

because smtg happen with her n my roomate...

so she feel we cheat her...

i dunno hw to solve...

so ask my roomate...

in this time....i noe my roomate real characteristic...

she not dare to admit what she had done...

i tot she will say sorry...

but...she juz put the wrong to other person...

i quite disappointed that time...

i noe the truth...but i dunno wat to do to maintain our friendship...

so, i juz leave it...

today...we got a small snap photo section...

after snap photo everyone go into their different "group"

suddenly i feel tat im ntg inside there...

hy n st nt very wan to join me after got a lot of fren....

n who i gonna join after my roomate n some of my friend left???

im alone in room n this floor....

im alone in class n lunch...

i start to be alone...

all my gang is gone...

this is my student life....

i miss my secondary sch life...

i miss 5s1...i miss gb... i miss everythings in form5....