stress n tension...

whether this is a correct choice that i choose for my future??

will i feel more suffer after choose this occupation...

sometime feel that tis job is meaningful...

becos we can help those who are unable...

this is oso my ambition...

but ...

nw i feel regret...

i feel suffer when training...

feel wan to give up...

feel very stress n tension....

insomnia almost everynite...

the way to go is really difficult...

the future way is more n more difficult...

whether tis is the best choice for me....???

finish Sem 1...

today my terminal exam finish...

the day is going so fast...

the 1st day i cum since like only yestd...

nw i only wait for my clinical practice nia..

today is communication...

is my poor subject...

i had been fail for last time...

n tis time i really lost confidence d...

becos wat is cuming out is my 缺点

i hate hafal things...

n i try very best to hafal it...

i hafal in room many times can rmb...

bt when i go in to exam room...

my brain blank...everythings finish...

i cenot memorise anythings...

haiz...

i really scare i need to retest...

i nt dare to share wif my roomate...

i nt dare to share wif my fren...

they sure dun my believe me...

yestd smtg happen to my fren..

n wan to dun wan to be fren with me n my roomate

because smtg happen with her n my roomate...

so she feel we cheat her...

i dunno hw to solve...

so ask my roomate...

in this time....i noe my roomate real characteristic...

she not dare to admit what she had done...

i tot she will say sorry...

but...she juz put the wrong to other person...

i quite disappointed that time...

i noe the truth...but i dunno wat to do to maintain our friendship...

so, i juz leave it...

today...we got a small snap photo section...

after snap photo everyone go into their different "group"

suddenly i feel tat im ntg inside there...

hy n st nt very wan to join me after got a lot of fren....

n who i gonna join after my roomate n some of my friend left???

im alone in room n this floor....

im alone in class n lunch...

i start to be alone...

all my gang is gone...

this is my student life....

i miss my secondary sch life...

i miss 5s1...i miss gb... i miss everythings in form5....

give up...

i think to give up...

this job is not suitable to me...

im careless...

always spoil the things...

always cannot do things properly...

i really scare i cannot continues tis studies...

really feel stress...

thanks you for my fren beside who is encourage me...

i will try my best to do the best...!

Fun time...

pRagin maLL wiTH friEND

we got 3 days holidays tis week..

so, some of my fren did bec home becos wan to do revision in hostel like me :-p

so, before we work in ward...

we decide to relaxing in PRAGIN MALL... :-D

so...as a PENANG resident...

so i decide to be a "soy souce" for them...

early in the morning...

i wake up around 7am,

n do my revision...

around 9smtg am...

i go to bath n meet in my friends room...

around 10am, we sit bus t11 and reach pm...

after take smtg to my fren aunty...

we go to shopping around the pragin mall...

my fren is really a siao gang...

we wear same design clothes...

they buy same beg...

same shoe...

n even SAME HAIRPIN...

haha...so funny with them...

but also very very tired lo...

the type they shopping really is women shopping...

they going every shop without planning...

they oso quite rich...(can buy a normal tshirt by using rm22-expensive for me lo...)

luckily, i still nt that WOMAN yet...

haha...still very jimat koh...

i juz waste rm10(for the t-shirt)

around rm10 for breakfast n lunch

n rm3.50 for my stationary...

at nite...

we really damm siao...

we suddenly very very zhi lian...

tis is our siao photo

(but no me ya...haha)

moody...

i m very dissapointed to myself....

after i cum to tis college...

i really pay many effort in my study, so i wont kena terminated...

but...y tis happen on me...

my result is actually nt tat worse...

but dunno y...

i so pia n so pia...

wat i get is the worse result in class...

tis is the example...

my result is cum out...

n wat is get is 1.5/10...

the full marks is 10...n i only get 1.5!!!!

wat!!!hw can i pass tis subject!!!

human is really realistic...

after many ppl noe my result...

they got another type of expresion of eye on me...

i really disappointed to myself...

i should plan my 2nd plan d...

mayb will bec to bodyglove d...

Bye!!! xiao wu...

I juz left u at hm for 2days...
but u already gone....
tis make me so sad...
sorry that leave u alone...
pls bec to my side....

bye...xiao wu...